• BEGINNING OF SEVERE TRAUMA
• mISDIAGNOSED DISSOCIATION AS MENTAL ILLNESS + OVER-PRESCRIBED PHARMACEUTICALS
  • first ER / Neurology exam for symptoms mimicking MS (inconclusive)

• First MRI for unexplained occipital pain and neurological symptoms
  • ALL TESTNG RESULTS = INCONCLUSIVE

• begin yoga & health coaching in addition to outpatient treatment program
• Realization/education/diagnosis of PTSD with dissociation
  • Against the will of my treatment team, I redefined my reality by secretly titrating myself off misprescribed pharmaceuticals, supplementing with holistic tools to heal myself
  • secretly given a copy of the dsm-5 to become my own medical detective/lawyer: proving and defending my hypothesis (misdiagnosis of dissociation as mental illness)
  • use wearable technology (CGM) to validate unstable blood sugar & ptsd are root cause of perceived mood instability
  • validate efficacy of removing pharmaceuticals with positive health results
• from hypochondriac to affectionately dubbed 'dr huyser' by my medical team after successfully changing the minds of the treatment staff: proving misdiagnosis and achieving mutual respect/collaborative care

• FEBRUARY 2018: FRIEND FROM VA GASLIT & REMOVED FROM MY TREATMENT PROGRAM
• MARCH 2018: DEADLY SHOOTING AT YOUNTVILLE VA
  • MEET 'grandpa' WESS & FRIENDS FROM VA, WHO SUPPORT MY DECISION TO LEAVE UNSAFE TREATMENT at program

• VOLUNTARILY GRADUATE FROM TREATMENT IN SEARCH OF EFFECTIVE TREATMENT FOR PTSD

• Continuing To Seek (Additional) Effective Treatment Solutions For PTSD &
  Rebuild Independence
• BECOME CERTIFIED YOGA INSTRUCTOR
• INTRODUCED TO MICRODOSING THROUGH YOGA
• GIVEN MICHAEL POLLAN'S BOOK 'HOW TO CHANGE YOUR MIND' (SCIENTIFICALLY & spiritually VALIDATING decision/EFFICACy re: MICRODOSING)

• INTRODUCED TO LUCIA N03 THROUGH YOGA
  (WHERE I AM OFFERED & ACCEPT LUCIA N03 BUSINESS OPPORTUNITY)
• TRAIN WITH LUCIA N03 US DISTRIBUTOR
• MEET LUCIA N03 INVENTOR
• INTRODUCE MICHAEL POLLAN TO LUCIA N03
• INTRODUCED TO UCSF NEUROSCIENCE DEPT

• INTRODUCED TO (AND PRESENT  AT) FIRST TRANSTECH CONFERENCE
• co-found bay area light collective
• LAUNCH MULTI-LIGHT COLLECTIVE CONSCIOUSNESS EVENTS

to validate Lucia n03 safety & efficacy using US populations

• launch connections to potential clinical research (/lab access)
• MANIFEST PERSONAL LUCIA N03 LIGHT TO LAUNCH PERSONAL LIGHT BUSINESS (LUCID HOLISTICS)
• LAUNCH MULTI-LIGHT COLLECTIVE CONSCIOUSNESS EVENTS

• COVID-19 GLOBAL PANDEMIC
• BEGIN QUARANTINE 
• PHYSICAL LIMITATIONS + MENTAL STRESS = NEUROLOGICAL SYMPTOM RELAPS

• ROUGHLY 3 MONTHS PRIOR OF GRADUAL WORSENING SYSTEMIC SYMPTOMS RANGING FROM MUCUS CONGESTION, AN INABILITY TO BREATHE, HIVES, TO SENSORY DISTORTION
•  SUDDEN PARALYSIS & NEUROLOGICAL SYMPTOM RELAPSE:
  • GAIT, TREMOR, & NON-EPILEPTIC SEIZURE ACTIVITY BROUGHT TO ER FOR TESTING (INCONCLUSIVE)
• SENT TO UC DAVIS FOR NEUROLOGY DEPT (/EVALUATION/MRIS)

• Even with complete loss of pelvic floor and leg function, I was told by the Department chair of Neurology at UC Davis my symptoms were in my head (but to appease me, we’d order an MRI)
• I later realized I'd possibly received this medical stigma and invalidation due to UC Davis' outdated patient chart that still read mental illness as the diagnosis.
• I left the ER denying treatment, not willing to risk covid to stay overnight for the MRIs then, also not confident in this neurology department reading the results after being dismissed.

 July 2020 - January 2021: Inconclusive Testing &  Continued Invalidation 

• I was scanned head to toe, seeing essentially every specialist available
  • At this point I could not breathe easily, my body was completely congested with mucus, my heartbeat was irregular and I would frequently lose consciousness, my gait was off, my liver enzymes were elevated, and I could barely walk without pain. My legs had become so swollen, I could barely move without my knees giving out beneath me.
    • Yet 6 months of ultrasounds, labwork, CT scans, more MRIS and x rays, the results continued to be inconclusive.

January 2021:MRI validates Spinal Cord Damage (& paralysis symptoms dismissed from June 2020 ER visit)

• MRI results validated what I'd been told was 'in my head' since 2015. Now, I was told not only is it real, but the damage also requires spine surgery.
• Gone wrong, this could have devastating life-lasting consequences.
• Once again, i was told my symptoms of swelling with toxins, loss of cognition, heart arrhythmia, cognitive impairment, chest pains, and multiple organs essentially malfunctioning, were not real symptoms, but rather just misperceived sensations with no validity for treatment or concern.
• I was told if I did not accept surgery, I was at risk of paralysis. Yet, my most debilitating symptoms were not explained by the MRI results, nor were they likely to resolve with surgery

& Waiting For A Resonant (Holistic) Treatment Plan

• I'd rejected UCSF demanding immediate surgery as a result of MRIS taken in Nov. 2020
  • having been ignored when requesting time to balance my nervous system, receive treatment for my PTSD, and stabilize my blood sugar with an insulin pump to ensure I had the best possible outcome with lowest risk of complications

• Stanford agreed with the diagnosis of ('medically impressive') spinal stenosis, and due to damage to the spinal cord (the reason for my symptoms dismissed in July 2020) they agreed I would need a spinal disc fusion surgery
• I implored them to consider postponing the surgery until after I had the opportunity to regulate my nervous system - as my system was obviously malfunctioning. and I knew my body would not accept an already risky surgery successfully.
• I give tremendous credit and gratitude to Stanford Neurosurgery because they were the first department to listen to me, agree, and co-create a holistic treatment plan!
  • Though I agreed to consider surgery once I stabilized my system holistically, I have found new hope that I may be able to avoid surgery completely now witnessing the impact of my detoxification and drainage. 
  • with such a rapid turnaround from downhill to results, I have been reminded once again, of our incredible and innate healing ability)  having had no options left but to have faith that a resonant treatment would come, and until then to trust myself & my safe, non-invasive tools!

• after yet another reluctant brief physical from Stanford Neurosurgery Dept. although we had agreed to treat my PTSD/nervous system & stabilize my blood sugar as part of my holistic treatment plan, I was still dismissed as anxious with no explanation beyond my unusual systemic symptoms being in my head, or that I'm wrong, and my stagnant lymph was just weight gain or imagined - I decided to stop seeking help from Western Medicine and trust my intuition & holistic toolkit.
  • I knew we had not found the root cause, because even though they confirmed surgery would be necessary, stanford also said they had no idea why i was experiencing 95% of the symptoms 
• I successfully replaced hopelessness with effective healing solutions and systemic results!
  • I told my family I could not believe that doing these weird random sequences had actually stopped constricting my airways, and I no longer was struggling to breathe after months of no solutions - incrediblY.
    • I'd later find out from fellow healers that in fact, the 'intuitive movements' I found myself doing were often ancient kriyas, or ancient practices known to promote healing. 
    • My subconscious mind was communicating to me in a conscious (flow) state how to assist my body's healing, and essentially reprogram my manifested trauma held in my nervous system.
• I'd become so constricted in trauma response + full of toxins that my lymph was in fact pushing my spine and entire skeleton out of alignment)
• • using the Lucia N03 light on my body activated my stagnant lymphatic system and released my contracted (locked) fascia, allowing the (very real) fluids to reabsorb and circulate. 
  • Internally, I used conscious intention with the light in the hypnagogic state to reprogram my physically manifesting trauma response and heal my autonomic nervous system. 
  • I began using the Lucia light (backwards) on my spine. I began visualization meditation healing and aligning my spine. I intentionally reprogrammed the belief that my body was healing itself, and in the hypnagogic state gave my body permission to heal. I asked my subconscious to show me how to heal myself.
  • Externally, the light provided necessary frequency to physically restructure (molecularly,via the water within) my system, to provide necessary cellular energy, promote blood flow, and communicated through my fascia like a superhighway, thus changing the density of the toxins and allowing a reversal of stagnation, promoting reabsorption and circulation.

• Within one week, my pain decreased tremendously to the point I could walk.
  • On walks, I would receive intuitive visualizations or literal voices (I know, sounds crazy, it felt crazy) telling me to breathe in certain ways while tensing certain muscles or pressing on various areas of my body that would suddenly tingle with sensation
  • i have since been able to move fluid from every surface of my body, and finally feel and see my swollen lymph nodes, only after the initial layer of fluids had compressed and become less congested.
• within two weeks of leaving the 'wild western medicine goose-chase' and instead believing in my ability to heal on my own using my holistic tools, i went from no mobility to doing yoga again; my pain and mobility improved remarkably. 
• within one month, i began witnessing stunning physical transformations that far exceeded my expectations: (as i had suspected) it was, in fact, my lymph system that was malfunctioning as a result of autonomic dysfunction
  • as you can imagine, this also has allowed me to realign my entire skeleton, and likewise my organs are no longer constricted and are functioning much more efficiently (I use the light over all organs and feel systemic improvement.)
  • Likewise, my cognition is night and day now that my CSF is circulating and I am receiving proper blood flow and oxygen. 
• As I told my endocrinologist as recently as May 2021: (who, like every specialist I’ve seen, has no suggestions for how our medical system can assist my lymphedema even if they do believe me) “Until you have lymphoma, Western Medicine doesn’t seem to have any resources available to assist me with lymphedema.” She simply replied with, “Yeah! That’s true.

• As a result of my holistic treatment plan, I agreed to begin working with the Stanford Trauma Clinic, which I will start in July 2021 (essentially a year after my initial ER episode- that is the pace of the current system.)
  • I have not found effective psychotherapy since leaving my program in 2018, so this is an incredibly promising opportunity (though I also look forward to educating them to Lucia N03, as my intake coordinator disclosed Stanford does not currently offer psychedelic therapy for PTSD due to limited resources and qualified staff. 
  • (During my Stanford Trauma Program Intake,my experience was validated, saying “i cannot tell you how many people are misdiagnosed with mental illness when in reality it is trauma/dissociation, and as a result put on toxic levels of pharmaceuticals.”)
• As part of my holistic treatment team, a third (90 minute) intake was conducted with the Stanford Neuropsychiatry Dept;
  • their cutting-edge neuroscience and experience probing the intersection of psychiatry + neurology allowed them the confidence & clinical experience to finally identify my accurate diagnosis of FND: the missing glue that connects all my previously 'unexplainable' medical experiences.
  • Now, as a result of a comprehensive and accurate, holistic treatment plan, I was properly identified and am awaiting treatment with an incredibly promising prognosis for recovery
  • EVEN MORE AMAZING, THE UNDERSTANDING OF FND & THE NEUROSCIENCE OF FND SCIENTIFICALLY VALIDATES THE EFFICACY I'VE ACHIEVED ON MY OWN USING MY TOOLS INDEPENDENTLY, AS I WAITED FOR A RESONANT TREATMENT PLAN TO BE PROVIDED.
    • (INCREDIBLY, MY TOOLKIT INCLUDING MINDFULNESS, HYPNOSIS, AND NEUROPLASTIC STATES, IN ADDITION TO SOMATIC EXPERIENCES LIKE YOGA AND BREATH WORK, ARE THE LEADING TREATMENT OPTIONS FOR FND!)

• next steps: Continuing My Holistic Treatment Plan for FND/PTSD At the Stanford Trauma Clinic
  • Stay tuned as I continue to track & validate the efficacy of my holistic tools as I wait for the beginning of my holistic treatment plan at the Stanford Trauma Clinic!